As I start off 2011 i am realizing for the first time in a long time just how ignorant I've been of how I allow Satan to have too much of my mind and time. Let me explain.
For too long i thought oh some day I will get the blessings from the Lord as i grow in my Christian walk; not realizing i have them now (duh)lol I have them now I am a redeemed child of the one and only risen king Halleujah.
Why did it take me so long to figure this out well becasue Satan does a great job of whispering in our ear (so you think you did ok wel how about....or how you lost it when you .... he is great at making us feel tripped up, stomped down and less than what and how God sees us.... Well i have one thing to say.....Satan you are under my feet, stomped down where you belong and Im gonna hold my head high and see myself where I have been all along......nothing can seperated me from my Father.
I am not listening to the insecrurities anymore and I am going to be alot more positive this year and yeah I will blow it but Im gonna ask forgiveness and pick myself back up and keep moving...... If I want what the Bible has to offer than I muct do what it requires........and I must make sure the people I run too for help and in times of trouble are firmly rooted in the word and are like minded so they can help me and pray with me. Do not conform to the world and don't be like playdough being conformed to a worldly mold our life isn't here but up in heaven we should be salt and light in the world......
Ok Im done for now but this has been hitting me today and just wanted to have it down so I can look back on it and hopefully it will help someone else along the way.... Happy 2011 and hey realize as I did that it's a new year and a clean slate we get a redo cause no matter how far we fall back with God's help We can make a come back I so love that......
